Instant Tuna :b

Everyone knows instant food is magic and its a god given thing! haha. So today i was kind of hungry and craved for tuna. But somehow bread and tuna alone seemed boring to me. So, i spiced it up alittle bit i guess?

So in this 'snack' I used:
- 1 can of tuna
- 2 slices of cheddar cheese (would've put more but on a diet currently)
- A few slices of bread
- 1 tablespoon of butter
- 1 pack of ready made vegetables which consists of carrot, broccoli and corn.
- Salt
- White Pepper
- Black Pepper
- Mayonnaise
- Chilli Powder (its up to you! I like it spicy)
- Mexican Oregano

How did I make it?
Its very easy though! Well, most of the ingredients are instant so .. ;; sorry i cant cook but i like sharing my day so...

1) Slice the cheese into 3 slices and then cut them up horizontally so that you will get 9 squares. Or you can just tear them up , if you feel lazy.
2) Heat up a saucepan and put one tablespoon of butter into it. Let it melt and pour in the bag of vegetables and fry it alittle at low heat.
3) Throw in the tuna chunks! But make sure there isn't any tuna/fish water from the can going into the saucepan. So, I would suggest you to use a strainer before putting in the tuna chunks.
4) Add in a pinch of salt, chilli powder, white and black pepper. If it tastes bland, add more salt.
5) Add cheese and keep stirring them at low heat. Then add the mexican oregano!
6) Squeeze some mayonnaise out on both slices of bread and scoop some tuna mixture onto the bread. Thats all!
That was lame . im so sorry. I like cooking but i feel so lazy today.
I promise I will try to share more and make more dishes that are alittle more complex than this. Hehe. Enjoy (:
-Syahirah Rashid

update 🐯

Enough of rants haha.
Im thinking about changing this blog into a food blog. Like what i eat and what i cook /bake. The places i go to and stuff.
So this december, ill be going to Korea! For 9 days and definitely there will be updates on daily basis. I will also make a video on my 9 days trip to South Korea. So yeah, ill gotta show how life is there and stuff! Ill try my best to take note the best place to shop in Seoul, Korea and where to eat so my fellow muslims dont have to worry about finding a halal place to eat!

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Hi. I'm here finally speaking about my own problems. What did I do so wrong to be treated like this. Why do I have to locked up . Why do I have friends who dont even respect me. Why must I have insomnia which kills me. Why must I have social anxiety. Why must I distance myself from others. I'm up to the point which I want to be away from people and I dont even want to see people. Why do people laugh at me because I'm fat. Why do people laugh at me just because I'm a little different. Why do I have to be treated differently? I'm still part of the society. Everytime I get on the bus, people stare at me differently. They eye me , head to toe. That's just painful. I'm not perfect. I may not look as pretty or I may not be even at the average but I still dont deserve to be looked down at. I dont deserve all of that. I don't need people to tell me that I'm ugly, fat or whatever shit. You only judge me from your own perspective but what about mine? Did you ever think about what other challenges I may face? Did you ever think about how I would feel? Did you all think that I'm just a dog that would follow all of your instructions? I'm a human being too. I dont deserve to be treated like a trash being passed on from on person to the another. I dont deserve to be treated like a spare tyre. I really hate the fact that people look down on me? What? Just because I'm not as smart ? Did you have to rub it in my face? Was it fun to make me feel smaller than you? Was it fun laughing behind my back? It's hard enough not getting enough love from my family and everything is making it worse. I dont even have time for myself. I have insomnia. This shit doesnt get better easily. It took me MONTHS or almost a year to finally get enough sleep. But its back. Do you suffer from this? Do you know how it feels not getting sleep at all for a week? Do you know how it feels to get only a few hours of sleep for the entire week and then you have to go to school put up with judgemental people then going back home to clean the entire house and do homework and study and you have to get critised from you own blood. I'm really sick of it. Its a daily routine. She says that she doesnt want me to feel that she is toturing me. Yet she does. She says she would help me and make my life not miserable. Yet she did. She said that she loved me. I dont believe her.
Now I think you all should know why you shouldnt disturb me in the morning in school. I told you. I warned you. I said that if you disturb me, I'm gonna be really pissed and be annoyed at you for the entire week. I told you, I already said it. I said that I dont have much sleep or energy to do anything.
Please dont step over the line. I still have my temper. Nobody has seen it yet. None of my friends did because I dont want to. My bad temper got me nowhere.
I didn't relatively do well in my studies because of my temper. Nobody really wanted me as their friend because of that. But now, when I try my best to hold it in, everyone takes advantage of it. I know when people use me and my friends tell me I should step up or whatever. I'm thankful that you're looking out for me but at the same time, I know what to do. I dont want people to keep the fire burning in me. I still think that , yeah you can use me. But you'll get your own punishment soon. Karma will come for you. and there is a saying. Giving is better than receiving. So , if you expect people to give you after you gave them, you're not sincere at all. And i hope people like you fall down the stairs and break your arm, so you'll realise. Right now, my life seems so lonely and I feel like its so annoying. But I have hope that it will get better.

RESOLUTIONS FOR 2015!!
✓ Lose weight
✓ Get straight As and Bs
✓ Be attentive in School
✓ Make my family happy.
✓ Have a new motto for 2015
✓ Lastly, don't go out with friends too much. (:

goodbye 2013 hello 2014

DEAR MEI YUN AND CELEST THIS IS MY REACTION WHEN YOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME .. - 8))

Omg. You know what i'm gonna thank everybody also because I felt bad that they wrote a message for each one of us and also I'm bored and tomorrow is 2014.

First 2013 .. is probably the weirdest year i've ever had but the most awesome thing that happened to me was that i became friends with Mei Yun, Celest, Curry, Yan Wen , Sheryl , Naddy, Carmen and more.

I'm gonna start lol .

MEIYUN - I'm sorry because I can't write korean properly .. YES MEI YUNIES I WILL BE YOUR SLAVE FOR A MONTH if we move to korea tgther.
And yeah saranghaeyo because even though i annoy you alot , you still like torelate with all my shits and whale humping craps. I love you lol okay hehehehe saranghaeyo and lets hope we can get a dorm in korea when we're older :)


CELEST- I'm sorry for being annoying when I'm bored or kanchong-ing. hehehe. Well, thanks for being a good friend and saranghaeyo , Let's pray that 2014 will not torture us. I hope we can be friends for like as long as we can :))


CURRY - Thank you for being my malay buddy and thanks for being a good friend and being awesome. And no you're not annoying to me. :) Sorry if I ever like annoyed you or anything . Yep. Saranghamidaaaaa :D


YAN WEN- IDEK if you're still my daughter LOL. But anyways, yeahhh sorry if i'm annoying. Well I'm 100% sure I am. Thanks for being awesome and thanks for being a good friend of mine. Saranghaeyo! :)


NADDY- First thing i wanna say is actually..... Can we share Lay like you know share? :b heehehhe cey OKAY LOL and thanks like alot but I feel like I owe you. You were there when I was alone and when I was in confusion that time. But yeah thanks Naddy. Saranghaeyo. Omg Idk why I can't say I love you to people but i feel more comfortable saying it in korean like Sarangahaeyo yay. okay lol hehehe :)


SHERYL - I actually blame you for talking about Luhan everyday and got me curious and got me searching for EXO and got me falling inlove with EXO. jk i dont blame you . Thanks for awesome time in class when we're all bored, you, me , Yu Jie and Glenn and then , Glenn would say some...thing... and we'd all be laughing the entire time in class looking like idiots. Omg ahahhhahaha okay. Saranghamida nae chingu!


CARMEN - You're like my first directioner friend when we got into BDS and spazzed alot over Niall and remember when we went to the cinema at orchard there there i forgot the place lol. And we watched the 1D3D and we cried because we were fangirling too hard. Hais memories xD Thanks Carmie for being awesome to the core and i love you ha  ha ha I still can't say I love you to people.


1A - Guys , you were like the best class I've ever had literally. I really dk what else to say but , I hope we could all be friends even after we graduate from BDS :D Idk why i'm saying this lol we're meeting each other tomorrow. :o



I've gotten so awkward with people . People add me into groups on whatsapp and I will never reply like really . But actually, I read every single message you guys sent and I just basically got lazy to reply so yeah . Yeah I didn't disappear, I just got lazy.
Oh great I'm getting a fever on the first day of 2014. ☺

byebye
~Syahirah

YAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. lol hi hehe. its been a long time since i wrote/write oh wtv screw my english language really.
 updateeee. idek what to do update. unless you want to read about how fab jongup is :) yeahhhhh.. (: (:

SO SO..... idk why months ago i used to say to myself why people like running man so much and i was like running man is just a game people are crazy to go obsessed over it. but WHO KNEW this person would get curious and watch running man and got herself watching running man almost everyday ....
and idek i have nothing better to do . even my homework is left in my homework file. yes i never touched it. like once cause i printed it and then i put it in the file and never again . AND BTW LEE JOON , Mblaq and G.O i cant G.O Reminds me of D.O because of the similar nicknames and LEE JOON reminds me of qtpie Dongwoo and Woohyun and little bit of Sunggyu . ♥ NO LOL LEE JOON IS LIKE HIMCHAN UMMA. I'M 100% SURE. NO MORE CHANGES!
And Cheolyong AKA Mir , mblaq also ... he reminds me of Sehunnie+P.O+Zelo+Kai ♥ all the giant maknaes.

Suho and Taemin and is still climbing up my bias list hehehehe.

BUT JONGUP IS STILL MY FIRST ♥
the one who brought me into kpop world .
i really have no idea why i'm writing all these on my blog lol.

and MEI YUNIES . HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN EVEN THOUGH IT HAS BEEN 6 DAYS AGO . SARANGHAEYO . AND YEAH I HOPE YOU THINK THAT MY KOREAN HANDWRITING IS BEAUTIFUL EVEN THOUGH YOU DONT UNDERSTAND A WORD ON WHAT I WROTE OK .

another thing. which upsets me alot alot alot like shit making me want to cry out loud and just throw the chair off the building.
school is starting. school is starting  kill me. i'm not ready for studying ommo. aish . damn . i cant imagine what will happen when i come back to- i'm just kidding. i can imagine what will happen. everyday routine will be the same and just like that but luckily there is a thing called friends and recess so when you put them together it makes everything slightly better. yay. lets hope my class' subject teachers are awesome. please. i beg youuuuu.

BYE :)
~ syahirah
 
                                     here lol pics of ...them all :))                                        

JONGUP ♥♥♥

HIMCHAN♥♥

ZELOOO♥♥

SUNGGYU♥♥

DONGWOO♥♥

Jonghyun♥♥

KAI ♥♥

WOOGYU♥ ♥

WOOHYUN♥♥

 

somehow about me . lol facts la

25 factsies about me. even though you all dont give a fcuxk about this but yeah

ok i'm bored lol ok bored ok

LEGGOOO~

1) I'm just mixed with 4 bloods - Japanese, malay, chinese and javanese. Indian ? uh not really.

2)I'm FREAKING scared of cats.

3)I'M A BIG BIG janoskianator,directioner,belieber(gg to be lol),mahomie, a big fan of O2L go check them out. I'll put the link somewhere.

4)I'm just weird. literally. i scare the hell out of people sometimes.

5)I do what i want , and go where i want to go.

6) I'm never photogenic .

7)I easily hate someone.

8)I admit, I judge people instantly by their first move.

9)I find mostly everyone annoying. Like idk 90% annoying ?

10)I'm not a smart person , but idk why i'm in 1A .

11)When I hate someone , i literally can go on forever about why i dont like them

which is one of my bad side lol

12) I hate it . NO i will hate you forever , i will remember it if you take my food or take my stuff and never returning it like forever.

13) My full name eh Siti Syahirah Bte Mohd Rashid .. i dont really like my name but i appreciate it cause my parents named me. 

14) I'm the 2nd youngest in  the family. I'm in a family of 6

15)the number previously is my favourite number. 12 too. lol

16) Red and blue and purple are my forever favourite colours.

17)TBH, i dont really like spending :o

18)Clowns freak me out.

19)I hateeeee vanilla . *hint hint* chocolate cake eh :)

20)I mostly spend my time online.

21)I really really dont like the type of friends that keep asking to go out. and if i CAN'T , then I CANT. dont force me. I'll most probably block you or not talk to you at all for a while.

22)tbh, i hate people who are like over confident.

23)I'm not dependent on others. 

24)I can be nice.I can be mean. I'm bipolar sometimes.

25) I'm not stupid (: If you're using me , i fucking know that you're using me. i just dont wanna say it.I'm happy go lucky. I live with what i have. And appreciate with what i get.

THATS ALL yeah...

And link to O2L's youtube (: 

http://www.youtube.com/our2ndlife

yeap and bye :) till the next post :P

-Syahirah(:

weekly update ?

HIIIII .
I'm bored and i'm lazy to do a weekly update cause ....... i'm lazy ?? lol nvm
but seriously this pathetic apple . yeah i hate apples that y i call her apple. if you terasa that this apple is you , then you are the apple. just saying.
i have a weird not poem for apple (:
 First, i dont like you
second , i dont like you
third, i dont like you (:
and you pretty much piss me off and annoy me . just kidding. not only me. (:
lol but yeah i just want to be myself and not a stucked up bitch. which is why i literally talk to everyone about everything and not only to YOU and only things that concerns YOU.  yeah. idk idk idk idek.
but friday was quite fun .. (:
The whole sec 1s went to East Coast Park and played futsal? and Amazing race!!
YES even though i sucked to the max being the friggin goal keeper , which i totally tried to disagree being a goalkeeper cus i sucked alot had alot of fun.Im not use to holding balls in my hand . On the other hand , that sounded very wrong but it is the fact though.
Ok lol. Idek idek bye (: see my next update like soon. i mean in a minute cus i'm gonna post that up too  (:
-SYAHIRAH