weekend update and i need help.

This week was probably cool not much happened. but i'm confused with something. i'm not gonna state their names. but i'm stuck inbetween 3 potatoes and an apple. these 4 are my friends.  these 3 potatoes are the kind of friends that wouldn't lie and would live their lives and i love them ahah :P but this lonely apple is like idk this apple likes to lie and be stucked up to certain people. I'm the type that doesn't like to be stucked up and prefer to see different faces everyday and wherever i go , that apple will be there. But i pity this apple cus no offense but nobody really like this apple and want to be friends with this apple. i just pity lonely apples ok. thats why i dont really tell my secrets to this apple cus i dont really trust her nor do i really like her. idk if i should stay and be as fake as this apple or be myself with these 3 potatoes. and idk if i should stay in that fake friendship or not. cus i pity lonely people ok . dont judge me. but i really wanna hang out with the 3 potatoes but idk la if the 3 potatoes and the apple meet , there'll be a war. i'm afraid to tell the apple that I DONT LIKE ROTTEN APPLES. and hang out with my real friends there . i'm gonna have fever thinking about this day and night for real. and idw to have any fights or wtv. i dont want my friendship with anyone to sink. i want to to float and just stay there . I want to be myself around the people i'm comfortable with. i'm confused ok. help me. i need advice. if u 'terasa' idk lol.
DONT ASK ME WHO THEY ARE ... just tell me what i should do please. unless you're one of the potato then i'll tell u. i wont tell u who is the apple though. ._. idk anymore. idk what to do . i feel like hanging out with myself and talk to myself ok .
-Syahirah

September Holidays.

last week on wednesday i watched the 1D3D movie and i omg i literally cried my butt off. Carmen cried JUST when she stepped into the cinema. Outside the cinema there is this life size form of One Direction and THE FIRST THING I TOUCHED WAS Niall's ear :)

It was awesome okay. If you say that movie sucked , you probably died somewhere , oh wait i mean during the entire movie. (: God bless your eyes to make it better. God bless your blind eyes.

Okay this week... mhmm I started to like ThatsoJack and Connor Franta ALOT. Jk ALL of the O2L members. I love you all. I literally say the word literally after every after word like literally cause of LiterallyMe starring Jack. omg my life. dafuq am i saying. 

Today.. 12 Sept 2013 

I'm actually attempting to do a omegle video thing and it didn't turn out too well. I see penises , sluts , pedophiles , naked women. FML . JUST FML. I only met like 2 or 3 normal dudes... in like 3 hours. I'm not gonna Upload it cause it's quite a fail. So i'm gonna try and attempt that thing again ... But this time. WITH A FRIEND or 2. I'm just creeped out about what happened today. But I still wanna do that cause idk Omegle is weird. 

okay bye xx (: #swagcheck #not #givemepizzas.com