goodbye 2013 hello 2014

DEAR MEI YUN AND CELEST THIS IS MY REACTION WHEN YOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME .. - 8))

Omg. You know what i'm gonna thank everybody also because I felt bad that they wrote a message for each one of us and also I'm bored and tomorrow is 2014.

First 2013 .. is probably the weirdest year i've ever had but the most awesome thing that happened to me was that i became friends with Mei Yun, Celest, Curry, Yan Wen , Sheryl , Naddy, Carmen and more.

I'm gonna start lol .

MEIYUN - I'm sorry because I can't write korean properly .. YES MEI YUNIES I WILL BE YOUR SLAVE FOR A MONTH if we move to korea tgther.
And yeah saranghaeyo because even though i annoy you alot , you still like torelate with all my shits and whale humping craps. I love you lol okay hehehehe saranghaeyo and lets hope we can get a dorm in korea when we're older :)


CELEST- I'm sorry for being annoying when I'm bored or kanchong-ing. hehehe. Well, thanks for being a good friend and saranghaeyo , Let's pray that 2014 will not torture us. I hope we can be friends for like as long as we can :))


CURRY - Thank you for being my malay buddy and thanks for being a good friend and being awesome. And no you're not annoying to me. :) Sorry if I ever like annoyed you or anything . Yep. Saranghamidaaaaa :D


YAN WEN- IDEK if you're still my daughter LOL. But anyways, yeahhh sorry if i'm annoying. Well I'm 100% sure I am. Thanks for being awesome and thanks for being a good friend of mine. Saranghaeyo! :)


NADDY- First thing i wanna say is actually..... Can we share Lay like you know share? :b heehehhe cey OKAY LOL and thanks like alot but I feel like I owe you. You were there when I was alone and when I was in confusion that time. But yeah thanks Naddy. Saranghaeyo. Omg Idk why I can't say I love you to people but i feel more comfortable saying it in korean like Sarangahaeyo yay. okay lol hehehe :)


SHERYL - I actually blame you for talking about Luhan everyday and got me curious and got me searching for EXO and got me falling inlove with EXO. jk i dont blame you . Thanks for awesome time in class when we're all bored, you, me , Yu Jie and Glenn and then , Glenn would say some...thing... and we'd all be laughing the entire time in class looking like idiots. Omg ahahhhahaha okay. Saranghamida nae chingu!


CARMEN - You're like my first directioner friend when we got into BDS and spazzed alot over Niall and remember when we went to the cinema at orchard there there i forgot the place lol. And we watched the 1D3D and we cried because we were fangirling too hard. Hais memories xD Thanks Carmie for being awesome to the core and i love you ha  ha ha I still can't say I love you to people.


1A - Guys , you were like the best class I've ever had literally. I really dk what else to say but , I hope we could all be friends even after we graduate from BDS :D Idk why i'm saying this lol we're meeting each other tomorrow. :o



I've gotten so awkward with people . People add me into groups on whatsapp and I will never reply like really . But actually, I read every single message you guys sent and I just basically got lazy to reply so yeah . Yeah I didn't disappear, I just got lazy.
Oh great I'm getting a fever on the first day of 2014. ☺

byebye
~Syahirah

YAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. lol hi hehe. its been a long time since i wrote/write oh wtv screw my english language really.
 updateeee. idek what to do update. unless you want to read about how fab jongup is :) yeahhhhh.. (: (:

SO SO..... idk why months ago i used to say to myself why people like running man so much and i was like running man is just a game people are crazy to go obsessed over it. but WHO KNEW this person would get curious and watch running man and got herself watching running man almost everyday ....
and idek i have nothing better to do . even my homework is left in my homework file. yes i never touched it. like once cause i printed it and then i put it in the file and never again . AND BTW LEE JOON , Mblaq and G.O i cant G.O Reminds me of D.O because of the similar nicknames and LEE JOON reminds me of qtpie Dongwoo and Woohyun and little bit of Sunggyu . ♥ NO LOL LEE JOON IS LIKE HIMCHAN UMMA. I'M 100% SURE. NO MORE CHANGES!
And Cheolyong AKA Mir , mblaq also ... he reminds me of Sehunnie+P.O+Zelo+Kai ♥ all the giant maknaes.

Suho and Taemin and is still climbing up my bias list hehehehe.

BUT JONGUP IS STILL MY FIRST ♥
the one who brought me into kpop world .
i really have no idea why i'm writing all these on my blog lol.

and MEI YUNIES . HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN EVEN THOUGH IT HAS BEEN 6 DAYS AGO . SARANGHAEYO . AND YEAH I HOPE YOU THINK THAT MY KOREAN HANDWRITING IS BEAUTIFUL EVEN THOUGH YOU DONT UNDERSTAND A WORD ON WHAT I WROTE OK .

another thing. which upsets me alot alot alot like shit making me want to cry out loud and just throw the chair off the building.
school is starting. school is starting  kill me. i'm not ready for studying ommo. aish . damn . i cant imagine what will happen when i come back to- i'm just kidding. i can imagine what will happen. everyday routine will be the same and just like that but luckily there is a thing called friends and recess so when you put them together it makes everything slightly better. yay. lets hope my class' subject teachers are awesome. please. i beg youuuuu.

BYE :)
~ syahirah
 
                                     here lol pics of ...them all :))                                        

JONGUP ♥♥♥

HIMCHAN♥♥

ZELOOO♥♥

SUNGGYU♥♥

DONGWOO♥♥

Jonghyun♥♥

KAI ♥♥

WOOGYU♥ ♥

WOOHYUN♥♥

 

somehow about me . lol facts la

25 factsies about me. even though you all dont give a fcuxk about this but yeah

ok i'm bored lol ok bored ok

LEGGOOO~

1) I'm just mixed with 4 bloods - Japanese, malay, chinese and javanese. Indian ? uh not really.

2)I'm FREAKING scared of cats.

3)I'M A BIG BIG janoskianator,directioner,belieber(gg to be lol),mahomie, a big fan of O2L go check them out. I'll put the link somewhere.

4)I'm just weird. literally. i scare the hell out of people sometimes.

5)I do what i want , and go where i want to go.

6) I'm never photogenic .

7)I easily hate someone.

8)I admit, I judge people instantly by their first move.

9)I find mostly everyone annoying. Like idk 90% annoying ?

10)I'm not a smart person , but idk why i'm in 1A .

11)When I hate someone , i literally can go on forever about why i dont like them

which is one of my bad side lol

12) I hate it . NO i will hate you forever , i will remember it if you take my food or take my stuff and never returning it like forever.

13) My full name eh Siti Syahirah Bte Mohd Rashid .. i dont really like my name but i appreciate it cause my parents named me. 

14) I'm the 2nd youngest in  the family. I'm in a family of 6

15)the number previously is my favourite number. 12 too. lol

16) Red and blue and purple are my forever favourite colours.

17)TBH, i dont really like spending :o

18)Clowns freak me out.

19)I hateeeee vanilla . *hint hint* chocolate cake eh :)

20)I mostly spend my time online.

21)I really really dont like the type of friends that keep asking to go out. and if i CAN'T , then I CANT. dont force me. I'll most probably block you or not talk to you at all for a while.

22)tbh, i hate people who are like over confident.

23)I'm not dependent on others. 

24)I can be nice.I can be mean. I'm bipolar sometimes.

25) I'm not stupid (: If you're using me , i fucking know that you're using me. i just dont wanna say it.I'm happy go lucky. I live with what i have. And appreciate with what i get.

THATS ALL yeah...

And link to O2L's youtube (: 

http://www.youtube.com/our2ndlife

yeap and bye :) till the next post :P

-Syahirah(:

weekly update ?

HIIIII .
I'm bored and i'm lazy to do a weekly update cause ....... i'm lazy ?? lol nvm
but seriously this pathetic apple . yeah i hate apples that y i call her apple. if you terasa that this apple is you , then you are the apple. just saying.
i have a weird not poem for apple (:
 First, i dont like you
second , i dont like you
third, i dont like you (:
and you pretty much piss me off and annoy me . just kidding. not only me. (:
lol but yeah i just want to be myself and not a stucked up bitch. which is why i literally talk to everyone about everything and not only to YOU and only things that concerns YOU.  yeah. idk idk idk idek.
but friday was quite fun .. (:
The whole sec 1s went to East Coast Park and played futsal? and Amazing race!!
YES even though i sucked to the max being the friggin goal keeper , which i totally tried to disagree being a goalkeeper cus i sucked alot had alot of fun.Im not use to holding balls in my hand . On the other hand , that sounded very wrong but it is the fact though.
Ok lol. Idek idek bye (: see my next update like soon. i mean in a minute cus i'm gonna post that up too  (:
-SYAHIRAH

weekend update and i need help.

This week was probably cool not much happened. but i'm confused with something. i'm not gonna state their names. but i'm stuck inbetween 3 potatoes and an apple. these 4 are my friends.  these 3 potatoes are the kind of friends that wouldn't lie and would live their lives and i love them ahah :P but this lonely apple is like idk this apple likes to lie and be stucked up to certain people. I'm the type that doesn't like to be stucked up and prefer to see different faces everyday and wherever i go , that apple will be there. But i pity this apple cus no offense but nobody really like this apple and want to be friends with this apple. i just pity lonely apples ok. thats why i dont really tell my secrets to this apple cus i dont really trust her nor do i really like her. idk if i should stay and be as fake as this apple or be myself with these 3 potatoes. and idk if i should stay in that fake friendship or not. cus i pity lonely people ok . dont judge me. but i really wanna hang out with the 3 potatoes but idk la if the 3 potatoes and the apple meet , there'll be a war. i'm afraid to tell the apple that I DONT LIKE ROTTEN APPLES. and hang out with my real friends there . i'm gonna have fever thinking about this day and night for real. and idw to have any fights or wtv. i dont want my friendship with anyone to sink. i want to to float and just stay there . I want to be myself around the people i'm comfortable with. i'm confused ok. help me. i need advice. if u 'terasa' idk lol.
DONT ASK ME WHO THEY ARE ... just tell me what i should do please. unless you're one of the potato then i'll tell u. i wont tell u who is the apple though. ._. idk anymore. idk what to do . i feel like hanging out with myself and talk to myself ok .
-Syahirah

September Holidays.

last week on wednesday i watched the 1D3D movie and i omg i literally cried my butt off. Carmen cried JUST when she stepped into the cinema. Outside the cinema there is this life size form of One Direction and THE FIRST THING I TOUCHED WAS Niall's ear :)

It was awesome okay. If you say that movie sucked , you probably died somewhere , oh wait i mean during the entire movie. (: God bless your eyes to make it better. God bless your blind eyes.

Okay this week... mhmm I started to like ThatsoJack and Connor Franta ALOT. Jk ALL of the O2L members. I love you all. I literally say the word literally after every after word like literally cause of LiterallyMe starring Jack. omg my life. dafuq am i saying. 

Today.. 12 Sept 2013 

I'm actually attempting to do a omegle video thing and it didn't turn out too well. I see penises , sluts , pedophiles , naked women. FML . JUST FML. I only met like 2 or 3 normal dudes... in like 3 hours. I'm not gonna Upload it cause it's quite a fail. So i'm gonna try and attempt that thing again ... But this time. WITH A FRIEND or 2. I'm just creeped out about what happened today. But I still wanna do that cause idk Omegle is weird. 

okay bye xx (: #swagcheck #not #givemepizzas.com

Can you guys not?

I regret calling you "friends" i regret doing every single thing with you. Fine.. Now you got them , you all forget everything. 

Ya la... They're more popular. Who cares about me right? Unpopular, not rich , dumb. IF I LIE ABOUT BEING MYSELF, YOU GUYS ASK ME TO BE MYSELF . IF I BE MYSELF , YOU GUYS TALK BEHIND MY BACK AND STILL HATE ME. KORANG NAK APE SIA? I WASTED  MY TIME FOR THIS KIND OF FRIENDS. NOT EVEN A YEAR , YOU GUYS FOUND TROUBLE WITH LOADS OF PEOPLE. YOU GUYS LIKE FIGHTING SO MUCH EH. BO LIAO AH? NOTHING TO DO?

Fight with so many people. Think you're perfect is it? Fuck that. I want YOU to take a freaking piece of mirror and poke your eye with it.

I think if i start cutting myself, you say what ? Attention seeker. 

I don't want to go to school anymore. Notice how i always skip school? Its CAUSE of YOU all. Because i know if i go to school, I'll end up crying at the end of the day before i go to sleep. I'm hated at home, hated at school. Where else can i go? Biased parents comparing me to my other siblings . And at school, Biased friends comparing me to popular ones. You keep saying what? People don't understand me.. But have you ever understood others? NEVER. So quit being so selfish. Probably if i kill myself , you all will just look at me and say, fuck that attention seeker. I hope she goes to hell. You know what ? I think this world doesn't need me anymore. No one needs me. So who would care if I died ?

-Syahirah -.-

My Life - My SO-CALLED "friends".

MY so-called "friends"

You guys were never there for me when i needed help. Only Mei Yun, Celest, Naddyyyyyy , Sheryl and Carmen .

What ? Just because i'm fucking quiet and "don't know" how to fight back you guys can just throw me away and just use me ? OH FUCK THAT. I just don't fight back because I still have respect for fucking humans. I don't freaking treat people like shits . I treat people all equally. I keep my feelings deep inside me. But one day, ONE FUCKING DAY, i'll shoot up all my feelings towards all of you. 

Deep down in me , I feel like punching you and make you bleed. YES, most of my secondary school friends don't know this, when i'm angry , i'm fucking violent . I can make your hand bleed . Doesn't matter if you're a girl or a boy. 

YOU ALL look at me like as if i owed you a million bucks.

WTF I'm fucking poor. I swear alot. I'm human. I make mistakes. So fuck that and deal with it.

So if you have a damn problem with me , don't act shy and face to face with me dumbass instead of bullshitting about me and holding grudges towards me.

Sometimes I wish I could make you miserable. Ignore me ? Fine, who cares? I still got others like Naddy.

Hate me? Who cares? You're still talking about me and it's not my problem i'm like this.

Holding grudges towards me? Fucking tell me and we'll settle down.

Think i'm annoying, don't talk to me then.

Think you're better than me? Shut your trap and listen to yourself. No one is better than the other.

So fucking eat make up materials before you start bullshitting about others. You're ONLY 13. I'm 13 too. I know I swear alot. I'm trying to work on it. I'm trying to become a better friend. When you needed help, the ones you called "true friends" NEVER even bother to say sorry or comfort you. INSTEAD WHAT ? go eat sushi buy cakes and go stare at guys. what the fuck does that make you feel any better? When you have problems , I'm the fucking only one you'll find. I'm not saying i'm a good friend. But instead of finding your "true friends" , you'll find me or the others that you throw away. THE NEXT TIME YOU FIND ME, I'm just gonna tell ya to fucking fix it yourself. It's your fucking life. I dont fucking care about you anymore. Things have happened. Suck it up. This is called life. What ? Get alot of money. Don't care about money or parents. Think of yourself too high. Might as well just sit at home and complain about everything right ?

Banyak cakap sia. You get what I mean? I'm gonna say this once and for all, doesn't mean you're richer or smarter nor prettier it doesn't mean you're always better on the inside.

-Syahirah xx

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HBL Day

Giving up for math ! Spent more than 2 hours on 15 questions. Stupid algebra. WHY DO MATH EXISTS? hais :'( Why ? Why ? I swear the last two question i freaking give up and close the window .heck care lah .
#kubskoutz #ian #chachi ------> I'd rather go and watch them dance
K bye :)
Ps- Dont judge me for not being good in math and being in the best class .____.

FRIENDS

Can you guys stop fighting? YES i know, even if one is wrong,you shouldn't make it big. I respect the fact that we all are just respecting you and trying our best to solve this but if you dont want to make it happen might as well just tell us. We tried our best to be your friend and show our care and share but you just think we're avoiding you.We invite you to come to meet our old friends and go to places but you turned us down.Girl, you call that 'AVOIDING' and 'IGNORING'? wow..sometimes you need to understand facts that a person cant just stuck up with you for life. You need to be friends with many more. Not only that particular person. You need to open your mindset.If you dont, there might be a serious problem here and ou might just piss everyone and make yourself guilty one day of what you have said .Another thing, dont let people 'hasut' you and just make it as a fact. If you dont know whats hasut , go search up.I'm sorry for harsh words but you guys gotta stop fighting. I fucking hate the way my friends are falling apart.I'm trying my best to forget the past and move on but you all keep continuing and killing each other with words that aren't supposed to be said.I know i said somethings about you.But they were minor and i didn't go over now and forgetting what had past. If you just let bygones be bygones and clear up between each other everything would be alright! C'mon don't tell me you want to fight all the time. Waste time and energy like how i'm writing this post, But i want you guys to make up thats why i've written this post. Bloody hell of the time , make up. dont drag people in and out in and out. I just hate the fact that we are suppose to be together as one not one on one against each other in class.OPEN UP YOUR EYES. We're gonna stay together as a class for another 1 and a half year k.So stop it.I'm sorry for those i've caused pain or anything.I'm sorry for judging you.I'm sorry for saying stuff about you.I'm sorry to everyone.Well are you sorry too? I hope you guys are. Realize that put the shit away and start life anew . we all just met for 5 months. no need to freaking hate each other. maybe there's something in them that we dont know! Okay , can we ALL make up now ? Please ? *Begging*

Yay me!

Hello (:
Hi, so i think i should do an intro (:
Yeah you see there 'SYAHIRAH', its my name and i'm 13 . i live in Singapore and go to Bedok South Secondary. I'm both a Belieber and Directioner. I have a blood mixture of 5 different types which is Malay,Chinese,Indian,Javanese and Japanese (: wow eh .Idk why but i love Maths but i suck at it.I hate History but i did well for it. :)
Here's a picture of me . Just dont laugh .